No Tommorrows

Goodbye Cruel world,
I lost my way,
In your unending maze of do's and dont's,
And today I pull myself down
from the pedestal you put me upon for sake of show...
drag my hands up towards the sky
and give up on
your lies and deceits,
Of what you say is real and that which
exists only when my eyes are shut.
I scatter my earthly ashes on the shore
And let them be washed away from here
I have found some place new where
I shall feel nothing, ever again.
I refuse to give into the pain you cause
in me, just for your momentary pleasure
Its not my destiny, for I would hate to believe
you have decided what is to become of me
Even with my eyes open
the daylight that you shed is not bright enough
My hands are in fists
but I dare not fight
For that is what would please you most
Lost in thought, I call upon
yesterdays tears.
Suddenly, everything seems
perfectly clear.
When no longer living,
at last, I’ll be at peace.
All my pain and all my sadness
will finally have ceased.
I truly have found a better place
to be a part of.
I have to bring an end to this all,
never again will I shamefully crawl on your unworthy ground.
I will close my eyes to you, cruel world,
I won’t be afraid of the future to come.
There will be no tomorrows.